Tue
Sep
14
Let’s make plans together.
I just watched Leap Year and now I’m so bummed out. I really miss Jacob something fierce. I don’t know why I torture myself like this. Watching stories about love just makes me realize that I’m away from mine. Or rather, he’s away from me. I like the stories normally and they’re fun to watch when you have someone you love watching with you, but for me, it just makes the void in my chest expand. See, when Jake went to California, he took my heart with him. I don’t think I’ll be the same until he comes back with it. I guess that’s why I can’t make things work with anyone else, as much as I try. Not that I’m complaining, it’s not like I am rushing to replace him. It’s not exactly fair to the guy who wants to sweep me off my feet either.
